UltraSound

I've been seeing some light spotting, and called my doc. She made me go have an ultrasound done just to see what's going on.

I had to drink 4 glasses of water before that. By the time I finished my second glass, I'm about to throw up. Have to slowly finish my last two glasses. By the time I got to the clinic, my bladder is about to explode. Turns out, my bladder is too full to do an ultrasound.... WTF!!

The worst is that I have to empty just half of it (how the hell would I know what's half?) before they can do the ultrasound. And the nurse told me I only need to drink 2 glasses next time! >_<""

We saw the heart beating!

And they said I have a very small amount of subchorionic hematoma, which they are not sure why, but it's no big deal! That's the reason why I'm seeing some small amount of blood... and those that are in there, will eventually be absorbed by the body.

Well, at least they told me things look "normal".... whatever that means!

First Appointment

So this is real. At least that's what the nurse said when she took my pee sample for another test.

Got some blood drawn for tests and got a lot of free samples of prenatal vitamins. Gotta try different one out...

I also started gagging a lot 2 days ago... at least no throwing up yet.

So anxious

My first appointment will be next Wednesday (1/14). I've not been experiencing a lot of symptoms other than the stupid sore boobs! Good that I wasn't feeling nauseous, but sometime it's just hard to walk by the breakroom when people are heating up their lunch... especially with fish! Cigarettes smell are also making me sick.

Sometimes I wonder if there's really something there, or I'm just imagining it? Too bad I won't be getting an ultra sound until at least a month later probably.... hope we'll see a heartbeat!

It's so hard to keep it as a secret. It's been more than a week since I found out. I so wanted to tell my parents but I don't want to get their hopes up and then disappoint them when this little thing doesn't stick. The best is just to wait til it's stable... it'll be a very tough 6 weeks to go...