Friday, January 09, 2009

So anxious

My first appointment will be next Wednesday (1/14). I've not been experiencing a lot of symptoms other than the stupid sore boobs! Good that I wasn't feeling nauseous, but sometime it's just hard to walk by the breakroom when people are heating up their lunch... especially with fish! Cigarettes smell are also making me sick.

Sometimes I wonder if there's really something there, or I'm just imagining it? Too bad I won't be getting an ultra sound until at least a month later probably.... hope we'll see a heartbeat!

It's so hard to keep it as a secret. It's been more than a week since I found out. I so wanted to tell my parents but I don't want to get their hopes up and then disappoint them when this little thing doesn't stick. The best is just to wait til it's stable... it'll be a very tough 6 weeks to go...

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